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why is it that the only person to make you stop crying is the person that made you cry? life can be a pretty fucked up thing sometimes and the only was some think to ease all pain is by death. but it isnt worth it. you have to learn by your mistakes. if you do a drug and it fucks with ur mind, you learn to not do that drug again. if u date someone that treats you wrong, you learn to find a better one, one that will make you happy and be there for you when you need him. if you have no passion for your loved one, you're only going to make the relationship worse if you stay with him/her. my mom told me that ::if you love him, set him free; if he comes back, it was meant to be::...i am deeply in love with someone that doesnt love me the same...so i will set him free...it will be really hard for me but i will learn and only grow stronger. if he truely loves me like he used to say, he will return. and if he doesnt, than i wish him to have a happy life. and hopefully he will find better. time heals all wounds. and it may take a few years untill my heart if fully mended...but i will survive. i may not have all the friends in the world, but i am happy with what i have now. and if he never comes back to me, i want him to know that i will always love him and our memories will never be forgotten.
my friend storm noticed i was unhappy today so he gave me a writing he did:
"Weakness is no-ones goal in life, strength and might are the twin companions of victory. yet greif and loss are the ambassadors of growth and the harbingers of wisdom. they provide the contrast that makes the bright days brighter, and they bring the humility that allows us to handle later victories well.
So do not despise the broken wing, the shattered dream, or the dashed hope, for though they bring tears and greif, they prepare you for a dream un-seen, a hope unimagined. look behind the tragedy and you are likely to find an opportunity to bless and be blessed. anything less, and the pain would have been wasted. that is the definition of a true tragedy."
::fades into the darkness::
my friend storm noticed i was unhappy today so he gave me a writing he did:
"Weakness is no-ones goal in life, strength and might are the twin companions of victory. yet greif and loss are the ambassadors of growth and the harbingers of wisdom. they provide the contrast that makes the bright days brighter, and they bring the humility that allows us to handle later victories well.
So do not despise the broken wing, the shattered dream, or the dashed hope, for though they bring tears and greif, they prepare you for a dream un-seen, a hope unimagined. look behind the tragedy and you are likely to find an opportunity to bless and be blessed. anything less, and the pain would have been wasted. that is the definition of a true tragedy."
::fades into the darkness::