Jul 20, 2005 20:08
oh boy... i dunno wuts been going on latly everythings been getting a little better hung out with andrew and ricky yesterday that was ... an "adventure" haha lol i'd hang out with them again they are pretty cool kids ha lol... meetin ppl up here and havin fun.. yet it doesnt make everything better but since some one doesnt seem 2 care about me ne more i might as well not pass up anymore chances... why should i freakin sit here and cry over some one that doesnt even care about me ne more... how could u... u say its hard on u ... but its just as hard 4 me.... i guess i wasnt good enough 4 him... if he can just go out and find sumone new and act like nothin ever happened between us... i'm not really that mad but i am hurt becuz he promised we'd be friends and he wont even speak 2 me anymore... whatever thats cool im movin on.... Can't wait 4 Andrew 2 come back home so we can hang out again ;)... haha i dunno.. theres so many things going on in that department right now.. Ricky's my favorite whore ;) lol... theres no other 2 ppl i'd rather be stuck on the back of a car on the side of 1-95 ha... Ricky be happy.... well yea.. im going to go to sleep more.. lol since thats all i've been doin all day... nicole u need 2 get a ride up here lol.... but yea... thats wuts been goin on