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I'm sorry he had 2 go threw everything that i caused if i had just not made those bad choices we'd prob still be 2gether... its all my fault.... i miss what we had... i'll just keep on crying until i cant cry any more i dont need any sympathy i just need 2 let it all out so i can try 2 be happy again which is going to close to impossiable... i do this 2 myself... i always fuck everything up.... its like the day i was born some one put a curse on me that i will never be happy or if i am happy it wont be4 long sumthing always has to come and fuck it up... just my luck.. heh... god i can see it now i'm getting into one of my sappy phases again.. oh gr8 i'm just gunna go crawl in my hole i guess.. heh... jez i should of know he has a new girl why should he care about me now.... in due time i'll get over it... but i'll always love him.... its hard 4 me 2 get over things that meant so much 2 me.