Its been a while....
Well... Today is my boyfriends and myselfs 9 month aniversery, how exciting.... yet scray, very scary. Things usually go well between him and I and I love him with all my heart and soul and I would give my life for his and he's the one that I can see my self spending the rest of my life with and that scares the shit out of me. I have only been in love one other time in my life and that lasted for 3 years ans I almost got married but everything went to shit, and yet I am thankful for that because I am with Brandon now..... but the thing is I dont want Brandon and I to end up that way... I really dont, because we live together and he's so good to me, and he's always there for me no matter what.. He's already been married once for 7 years, because he's a little older than me, he's 31, but that doesnt matter, well not to me atleast. My head seems so fucked up right now and I dont know what to do.... Some body please help me!