Apr 11, 2004 19:23
Why do i always wait till its to late?
early today i told sarah im finally beginning to feel happy again and then look what happens. i should have known better then to open my mouth. i thought i had everything figured out but again i was wrong. im used to that. fuck i hurt, i cant explain in all i know is it feels like its killing me from the inside out and i just want to rip out my insides so i dont feel it anymore.