- drunken lullabies -
Today should have been great, because I stayed home from school, but it just wasn't. I was feeling really dizzy this morning so I called SAMantha to tell her that I wouldn't be going to school and she had some bad news, her neighbor on the otherside died. At first I felt bad and kind of shocked, but then I just fell back asleep. When I woke up though, I kept hearing things, and I'm sure it was just my imagination, but when you're home by yourself and you just found out your sort-of-neighbor died, and the police don't know if it was suicide or murder, and you heard weird ass noises, you would be scared too. Samantha came over after play rehersal, and we reminised about the times we used to hang out over there with the neighbor's son and daughter, and I wanted to cry, his kids are young still and its just sad.
Anyway, yesterday was just as bad. I've been getting really dizzy lately and yesterday was pretty bad, so I'm going to have to get my blood taken to see whats wrong, which sucks. And yesterday when I was leaving the parking lot at school, I was watching the f-ers behind me to make sure I wasn't going to hit them, and I hit the van next to me. Everyone was pointing at me and beeping their stupid horns and I was freaking out because I thought I saw a dent and Mykel was in front of me and I asked him what I should do and he told me to just leave. So I pull over and call my mom crying and she tells me to go back to the school and tell the office what happened, so I did, and we got the kid whos van it was and we had to go out there and make sure everything was fine. There wasnt even a scratch. Mykel was still out there and he was laughing at me, so I told him to shut up and yelled at him for telling me to leave. I was so scared that I dented this guys van though, thank gosh I didn't. What a day.