If Dreams Are Like Movies, Then Memories Are Films About Ghosts
So does anyone else feel like it isnt christmas yet? I knew our senior year was going to go by fast, but its crazy we only have 91 school days left. I have mixed feelings about leaving for college. I cant wait to get out of clintondale and clinton township, but Im going to miss so many people. What the hell am I going to do when I cant complain to mrs. marshall about how people are stupid and when people steal my sutff! Okay, I guess you had to be there. Last night all of us girls had our christmas party, two years in a row now, its going to be a tradition every year we decided. We bonded though and I cant believe I wont see these people every day by next september. I'm glad we arent being stupid about deciding which colleges to go to though, people keep thinking that we're all going to the same one to be together, but we aren't and I'm glad, cuz now we'll each have a different college full of boys to meet and share, lmao. I know theres always going to be some kind of drama going on with all of us, but I wouldnt want to have drama with any other group of girls, I love my friends so much, I wouldnt trade them for anything.
We watched the Yellowcard DVD I got for Stephanie last night and I really want it now, that band is god. I tried to get some christmas shopping done last night but my stupid card for media play and gap and all that didnt work, so I have to go to the bank today and get that done.
I realize more and more everyday how right Mr. G was when he told me that I have control issues. Like just now, I was thinking to myself, wow all this shit that i just typed is going to sound stupid and pointless, I'm going to delete it. lol. I need to stop caring what everyone else thinks. I need to figure everything out. What I do know is that I have a roommate now! Me and Jill decided we are going to room together at Gvsu! : ) Im excited, it's going to be so much fun. lol. Alright I need to go shopping now. <3
-- You wouldnt know me if your eyes were closed --