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so today just sucked. i felt like crap all last night and didnt get too much of sleep. woke up this morning and i could barely talk my throat hurt so bad. school was alright i guess. didnt really do much. cass was being hilarious in lunch today, it made me feel better for some reason, usually the guys are mean at lunch, but today we were all joking around, i love it like that, when we're like one big family. so in 5th hour mr.scheel checked out my throat cuz his wife is a doctor and all and he recommended some stuff. after school me and samantha went with shae to get her nails done, the chinese guy doing them was crazy! lol. after that me and sam went to the baseball game. saw nick there : ) we were a little late, but the guys were doing a lot better than saturday. but im not very good with baseball so maybe they werent... but ryan just informed me that the they won, so good job boys. came home, my mom checked out my throat. apparently i have white spots all over the back of my throat and on my tonsils. i have to go to the doctors tomorrow... i hate the doctors. i might have to get my tonsils taken out which sucks because we leave for myrtle beach in 6 days. i dont know though, hopefully i can just take some medicine and be fine.
new screen name for all of you that care... XcaliboyloverX , i know, how cute right?! ; )
i just started realizing that i hate being single. i feel like theres no one to talk to a lot of the time and i just miss having someone. i dont feel like im cared about, except by my close friends, and i know of course they love me but sometimes i need more. i hate being single. but im also sick of guys treating me like shit too. but i really do hate being single.
Where you are, seems to be as far as an eternity
Out stretched arms, open hearts and
If it never ends, then when do we start?
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye, that I ever did recieve