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I miss you and just recently i've been finding myself randomly thinking of you and i'll just start crying. I think it's finally hitting me that your gone and that i'll never see you agian. It'll only be dinner at Grannys now, even though I know you're probably always there. I miss walking in and seeing you always sitting in your chair in the family room, I still get mad when peple sit there because I feel like their sitting on you lol sounds funny but I just feel like your still sitting there all the time. Although I know i've been extremely lucky to have you in my life for alomst 18 years.. i'm thankful for that and i'm happy to have grown up with 4 amaizing grandparents. I hope you're at peace Papa, paint me a picture of heaven. I love you.