the final entry.
you know what I have learned. People, humans...their nature, a lot of times is painful to watch. Terrible infact. Look at those who take pride or put actual EFFORT into trying to bring someone else down, or make them feel bad. Tossing in a little one-liner, or wording something in a way, so that it will hit them, and hurt. why? what's the basis? I simply can not grasp the concept. Is it a defense mechanism? Is it a confidence booster? I wish someone would let me know. Respect should be returned with respect, and loyalty returned with loyalty, but instead, you know what happens? It gets twisted. They see what they want to see, concoct things in their head and believe them. Now of all the times in my life, where I would need a friend, someone to talk to, to lean my head on their shoulder, to cry to them...and poof, they are gone. Personally my favorite part is that THEY are the ones who literally shook me and said "you have people here for you, talk to us, bottling things up is bad, we are here."
Where is "here" may I ask? I am sincerely disappointed in you, it just about almost, makes me sick.
Those who work hard to make you feel sad aren't worth your time, because no matter how far along it gets them, YOU will ALWAYS be ahead.
believe that shit, you little bitch.
I'll get by, I always have, 19 years and I am running stronger than I ever have. Maybe one day I will paint a picture of your perfect life. I hope the ugliness grows from the paint I use.
Where is "here" may I ask? I am sincerely disappointed in you, it just about almost, makes me sick.
Those who work hard to make you feel sad aren't worth your time, because no matter how far along it gets them, YOU will ALWAYS be ahead.
believe that shit, you little bitch.
I'll get by, I always have, 19 years and I am running stronger than I ever have. Maybe one day I will paint a picture of your perfect life. I hope the ugliness grows from the paint I use.