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Well I barely got any sleep last night. I'm at kari's house and the basement is usually cold, but it warms up eventually. But it's just been cold all night and morning and I had the shittiest dreams ever. I dont remember exactly what they were, I just remember being more lonely and depressed than I ever have been really. So I woke up really lonely and just kinda shitty. Michael called me, that's why I woke up. He called to tell me he's going surfing today and if we were together I'd be going too. I'm really happy for him but just because of how I woke up it sucked. I knew when I broke up w/ him that I wouldn't be going surfing anytime soon anymore. lol. So yeah. Bummer. But I am really happy for him. It'll help him get his mind off things today and he's been wanting to go surfing so bad. Blah. I hope I get out of this shitty mood soon. It's really not fun. I've been in such a good mood lately. Ugh. This sucks. I'm going to go wake Ka...wait no. She'll kill me. It's only 9:45. Damn. Ugh I'm going to call my mom and see if I can have the car if I can get out there or something. Megan and I are going to go find a job today. Oh and my dad said he'd get me a new fuel pump, pay the minimum amount on my phone and credit card bill. Holy shit. I'm just going to get that taken care of. That'll get me in a better mood. I feel like such a bum letting him do that but I need it soooo bad so my credit doesn't get all screwed up. I'm not going to let myself get this much in debt again though. It's waaaaay too stressful. Kay Goodday.