Jan 20, 2005 09:37
i hate hate hate seeing things from the outside, or hearing about things from the outside. it makes things that "werent that good" or "werent what we have" look like it was EXACTLY what we have, except the me part.
i suck for thinking about that [because i know to you, its not true]. but im sure you've already become accustomed to me being insecure and worried about losing you.
still.