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i miss him so much. i cried so hard this morning when he left...so much i couldnt see the road in front of me while i drove myself home.
i went straight to bed, all i could do was think about him.
i started crying in the airport, before he even left, he told me not to...and i tried so hard.
i just wanted to go with him. and never come back here again.
im thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
i have to speculate that god himself did make us into corresponding shapes,
like puzzle pieces from the clay.
he is seriously the only thing that has ever made me happy.
i cant believe i woke up next to him this morning...and now hes not even here anymore.
id give anything to fall asleep next to him again.
and i wish i wasnt so stupid. and could stop crying. its been nearly 15 hours...and i still think that somehow he'll be next to be tonight.
i want nothing more then that.
i went straight to bed, all i could do was think about him.
i started crying in the airport, before he even left, he told me not to...and i tried so hard.
i just wanted to go with him. and never come back here again.
im thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
i have to speculate that god himself did make us into corresponding shapes,
like puzzle pieces from the clay.
he is seriously the only thing that has ever made me happy.
i cant believe i woke up next to him this morning...and now hes not even here anymore.
id give anything to fall asleep next to him again.
and i wish i wasnt so stupid. and could stop crying. its been nearly 15 hours...and i still think that somehow he'll be next to be tonight.
i want nothing more then that.