You smile in your sleep, you smile in your sleep.
So yeah, this week has had its ups and downs. Downs being mostly boredom, but that'll change soon enough. Today was the first day of band camp. Eh, I'm lame, I know, but I do it anyway. It was pretty hot, and I didn't have too much fun, but maybe that'll perk up eventually. Holy hellz, I had no idea there were so many Freshman. Jesus. Well, we all start somewhere I guess.
This time, no matter where it goes, I won't make the same mistakes. I won't. I won't assume, and I won't be greedy. Not this time, I can't make the same mistakes again. Patience...that's all it'll take this time. And I'll kiss my expectations goodbye, all they do is get in my way anyway, the bastards. We don't have time for test runs, no mistakes.
And I never realized the stars could be so pretty...it's different watching them when you're with someone than when you're alone. I mean, it's the same stars...I dunno what it is about it though.
"I'd give anything,
For this night to last.
But I have nothing to give,
Except for the past."
Only the bad days in life can make you realize how fast the good days go by, and how much you really miss those good, or even great days. Hell, if you don't cherish the good days then what are you left with? Nothing. Yet why is it that a bad day sticks in your mind more than a good day (unless the good day was actually a great day, in which case it's different)? I mean, you can have 3 ok days and 1 bad day, and the bad day gets you done more than the good days get you up. Maybe that's just me, but I've got to change that.
And I will be waiting...yes, I will be waiting for you.