i think george and danny will like this
well here i am once again at my computer wishing i wasn’t
man i hate to be alone its moments like these when i wish i had a girlfriend or
like when i see most of my friends hanging with theirs i guess it makes me feel
like shit or even more of a loser. man i wish i had the balls to do what i had
in mind all alone instead well instead of being here. sex is what most guys are
after but not me. I kno I kno everyone thinks im full of shit for saying that
but sex makes up a small portion of the larger picture in a relationship. i
guess most people don’t see that and that’s y the divorce rate it so high in
this country, fuck in the world. Im not afraid to commit im afraid of being let
down afraid of being hurt like I’ve always been. I just guess it took me longer
to figure that out than I wanted it to. And ill admit first I care to much
about people but never really show it because here we go again I just don’t want
to get hurt when they move on or away with their life’s. I don’t want to be old news…