well now.....
i'm slowly finding out that people i MIGHT have come to respect are being bitches! if you're not one of my friends, on my friends list, and have never spoken more than 2 words to me, why the fuck are you reading my journal? if you want dirty, incriminating shit, you won't find it here. you want to find out that i fly to virginia every night that you work and fuck your boyfriend? sure! because of you, i have lost someone that i was close to, someone that i considered my little brother. because of you, my best friend can't even write in her journal because she doesn't want false rumors spread about her. act your fucking age, grow out of your high school stage. i can't believe how jealous some people can be. my friends come first and foremost and my husband understands that. if one of my friends has a problem, i will drop everything to do what i can to help them. but you seem to think that YOUR MAN can't do that because you're more important. i'm sorry, without friends, life is nothing. so you know what? you wanted something to read, you got it. people defended you when i thought you were a complete and total bitch because you came along and made it so i couldn't see my brother during one of the happiest times in my life. and you know what? once again i was right! i already lost my brother to you, so what else do i have to lose? you have no idea how much it hurt when he wouldn't see me. and now you're hurting one of the most important people in the world to me, someone that i love with all my heart. that i won't take. people have the right to love anyone in the world, you've proven that one. so why the fuck do you have a problem with a couple who has been together off and on for years? because your daughter wants him? what the fuck ever. now, i've said my piece and i'm done. comment, please, i'd love to hear it. let me know that you're doing EXACTLY what i've accused you of doing.