friends?!?!
Honestly all my emotions right now are all in a puddle of water. Im mad // sad // dissapointed. Real friends would do anything for you. Am i right? Cause if im wrong then some one please correct me.
i asked you guys to please stop, then, I just find out that your doing it again tongiht. One of my old best freinds is now going down the wrong pathe. WTF. Is happening to every one. Now i find out shes addicted to speed. She doesnt even know how bad she hurt me. She made me cry. And to think i begged her and pleaded and even showed her sympathy, she still doesnt listen. Im not trying to be mean or anything but i dont know if thats a true friend. All she did was lie to me and tell me it was only for this week. then she'll stop. But did she stop. NOPE. not at all/.
And my even closer freinds are hurting me. Some people i thought would never hurt me, are hurting me the most. Dont you guys understand what i mean. drinking. I guess i could understand if you were at a house were nothing bad could happen to you. but wtf. You dont even listen to me. I want you guys to stop. I want us to go back to how we all used to be. But we never will. Do you even care that i cry over this shit. Lame i know. And yet your probbally just thinkin o w/e its just stina she cries all the time. But i mean it. I dont want you guys doing this. Im not trying to be all motherly and shit but i care about all of you. And i dont want to see you get hurt. I know its hard and such but wtf if you really even cared about me at all you wouldnt do that. honeslty this makes me realize who my real freinds are. They actually listen to me. they dont pretend to listen to me and then just go and do it the next night. urghh wtf.
this is lame.
Im sick of it.