Jul 15, 2003 13:43
Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. . .this person is your soulmate, your best friend. . . don't ever let them go
...i love that quote.. but I was watching Sex and the City the other day and the girls started talking about soul mates. They made some good points too. [oh god what am i saying it's just a t.v. show, oh well] Like one of them was saying that there's only one soul mate out there for ya, like that cleché "there's that one perfect somebody out there for you", but I believe that if there really is such thing as a soulmate/the perfect person for you, then I think there is definetly more than one. Because if there wasn't more than one, how would hardly anyone be able to find the person. The world is big, and it would be virtually impossible to find that one person, who is placed among billions of other people.
anyways... me and jessy were talking about for jeromys birthday how she was gonna take him to the skatin rink or something, and she invited me to go, but that was sometime last week. now i dont know if i;m invited, but i hope so 'cause i havent seen him since he left for Tennesse (after x-mas).
There is one week until my Tennesse trip with my church. I can't wait to go. :-D hopefully I will get to spend some time with Chris W. and Robert. I havent seen Chris W. lately, well since he started dating someone. But that's pretty normal, ya kno. Me and him used to have the best talks... very VERY random topics too haha. I miss those talks. Especially the talk about getting a sex change hahaha!
i hate getting into fights with my mom... sometimes I wish that she would have never adopted me. bleh!..............
i miss all of my old friends... this coming school year isnt going to be the same without Jessyka, McNair, Levi, or Jer0my! too many people have left, considering there's only 50 people in our grade. *tear*
I wish I could be a better person. I am so damn selfish! I never thought I was until I sit down and think about things, I take wayyy too much stuff for granted! I never care if my parents or family needs to do something, I talk them into taking me somewhere withough caring bout their wants and what not. I am an all around pain in the ass, and I can't blame someone for not liking me. Damn, I don't even like myself, and I know that if I were someone else, I sure as hell wouldn't like me. Gah, I hate feeling this way. I hate alot of things, but I shouldn't be talking and worrying about the things Ihate. I guess I should be trying to change them into things that I can at least tolerate. (hehe that rhymed [ok ok im a dork, so what leave me alone!! teehee])
ok well this is a long enough entry...
later hoes
...ßrittany