im always left wondering ...
im so tired of everything.
i love hanging out, believe me, i do.
but i hate feeling like one minute you care and then the next minute you dont know i exist.
maybe im over-reacting, just maybe.. but maybe im not letting myself see the reality.
i cant help but love you. its something i do, something i enjoy doing. but how is this fair when everything benefits you? not me. you get to be single and still "be with me" when you want. your getting everything you want/need. and me? im left trying to figure out whats going on. im left confused, and misunderstood. i think more than anything, im afraid for things to change, because the possibility of getting over you, is slim to none. i tried. months of tears didnt get me newhere. i dont want to do it again.
please just hold me.
wipe my tears away and tell me im yours.
we made it work before.
we can do it again,
i love hanging out, believe me, i do.
but i hate feeling like one minute you care and then the next minute you dont know i exist.
maybe im over-reacting, just maybe.. but maybe im not letting myself see the reality.
i cant help but love you. its something i do, something i enjoy doing. but how is this fair when everything benefits you? not me. you get to be single and still "be with me" when you want. your getting everything you want/need. and me? im left trying to figure out whats going on. im left confused, and misunderstood. i think more than anything, im afraid for things to change, because the possibility of getting over you, is slim to none. i tried. months of tears didnt get me newhere. i dont want to do it again.
please just hold me.
wipe my tears away and tell me im yours.
we made it work before.
we can do it again,