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Oct 30, 2005 21:15

I have emotions. which is cool. cause i care about ember's feelings. and she knows that, now. and i care about her. she felt she was holding me back from dating other girls. so she broke up with me. she thought i wanted to move on. it all started with a guy jeff. he kissed her on the lips. she didn't like it. but it made her think. think about if girls liked me and if they kissed me. so she broke up with me. she was worried. she went out with another guy. it was because we didn't trust each other. so she called me tonight. we talked and i said i had the oportunity to kiss shelbi. i didn't. and when i told her she cried. really cried. i felt bad. i didn't want her to cry. she cried cause she kissed this guy kissed her. i like her so much. she likes me still. we are back together. i reckon she will not ever worry about that again. we trust eachother and

note: i left many parts out of what we talked about, we talked about all those things, and more. like for instance the first thing she said was "i am so sorry what i did was wrong" then i said "it doesn't matter i don't think you should care" she said "i do" and then we started talking about this. i also told her about guavaween and how i was questioning the reasons to throw beads for boobs. she laughed. she cried alot during the conversation. i was explaining many things out the whole conversation lasted 45 minutes. i think we now share an attachment or longing for eacother. i really do like her so much so so much. i hope we go out for atleast as long as amber and justin which i think was like a year. oh and i forgot to mention she cried out of happiness when i told her how i cared about her, i think they were happy because she said "Kris you've never told me that" and then she started crying.

ps. i was trying to annoy whoever reads this with all the ".'s"

pps. this saturday i will make an update with pictures of the nct football game against central.

ppps. as soon as i can i will post pictures of Guavaween.
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