Feb 15, 2006 09:03
I feel absolutely horrible right now that I have to write in here to get this shit out or else I will explode...oh man......
Last night my dad brought home this glass thing with a heart made out of flowers or something like that it's hard to explain anyways, he got that for my mom he also had this lil teddy bear sitting on a heart shaped box with some chocolates (that I could have SWORN had MJ written on it cuz those are my moms initials but it said to nini which is my nickname from dad) so as I'm getting ready to come downstairs to work just now he grabs it and says this is yours and I was like what! I thought it said MJ I felt HORRIBLE he said he thought I didn't like it or something oh man my heart dropped cuz my dad has NEVER gotten me anything for Valentines day at least that I can remember...I gave him a hug and said thank you...I know I picked this up last night and looked at it but put it back down cuz I thought it was my moms I would have cried last night if I knew it was mine cuz that is just not like my dad and I thought he hated me...oh man I'm gonna be thinking about this all day...what would you do if you got something for someone, they picked it up looked at it and set it back down and walked away wouldn't you think they didn't like it or something? oh man but that's not the case at all it is so cute...very thoughtful...now I feel so fucking bad cuz my mom and I went to the store the day before Valentines day and were thinking if we should get him something or not but we decided not to cuz stuff like that he doesn't really care about...ugh and he got us both something BUT I did call him yesterday before he got off of work to see if he was getting my mom anything and he said maybe a card so...maybe I provoked it? would he have gotten anything hadn't I mentioned it? oh well...I still feel bad my stomach is in knots...I jump to conclusion over everything and over analyze everything I really need to stop
Oh my mom got me a lil tin mini lunch box type thing with Winnie the Pooh and Piglet on the front and it says best friends and it has lots of chocolate inside plus a card with $20. How thoughtful right? damn...cuz they both know I have no boyfriend or anything LOL oh well...so I got my mom a pink rose and some strawberries cuz the store we went to the night before didn't have any and she was so disappointed how convenient that they put the strawberries right next to the flowers and balloons etc. LOL I wanted to get her a dozen red roses so I could enjoy them also but they were $40 and they always die so fast! the pink rose I got her wasn't that cheap either WTF they jack prices up purposly...fuckers...ugh man ok well shit blah blah blah I really feel bad...brb