Last night was... i really dont know how to explain it. After a day of shopping with
Allison I returned back to my place. After putting all the clothes and make up that i bought away, the place seemed so quiet. I've never dealt well with that. Why do you think I'm almost always on tour. Being around people is much better than being alone. That is when I do my writing. It is my personal time. But last night, I didn't really want that.
I called
Melanie and she came over. We spent the time curled up on the couch watching movies. It was wonderful. She spoils me. The darling girl gives the most wonderful massages. And right now, she is curled up on my bed. She is so beautiful.
It is strange, yet nice, to feel this way about someone. It has been a long time....