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because it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars
I cut the cord I finally give in...
beyond visions of wretched smiles
and the dread that they've befriended
I have seen an end to you and I
(when did "we" begin)
and a warped sense of being that I embrace must exist
and we with whole hearts yet broken words
we dream of wisdom but I yearn only for you
you will destroy me with words that you have never spoken...
I've drawn a picture of us twisted within
yet below this world I absorb life from portraits
as long as we remain abreast of one another we will never meet each other
as long as we whisper to one another we will never fully hear each other
as long as my eyelids are weighed down by desire and one dying wish
I will never know when you appear
very big an mainly a thank you post.
+i rode today.
+computer
+lonly/bored/depressed/ugh/pissed
+went to wal-mart w/ billy
+rode my bike again/went to unh
+came home to this.
+
xedgetill i diex: whats wrong
regis was here: im leaving
regis was here: although im getting closer to you
regis was here: we should become best friends
the dover bmx site was recently updated.
www.dovernhbmx.cjb.net
people i would like to thank.
regis.
Evan.
harrison.
brigid.
beth.
kelli.
kelly.
7mellisa7.
nick b.
sara.
paul.
cassy.
jerome.
amy.
cody.
lacy.
ally.
jess(allstate)
jess(robs<3)
rob g.
dj.
aaron.
keith.
billy w.
britton.
brian.
nicole.
mike s.
alicia.
krystal.
sean limit.
tom.
heather g.
faith.
there is more. but that mainly it.
you are the ones that make my life worth living. i LOVE you all so very much and i wish you all never leave my life.
im sorry for everything stupid i have done. but i cant change anything now. if i could i would.
im so sorry to some people. but i cant do anything.
i feel like i had an amazing summer. but fucked it up.
i just feel worthless now. but when i come online or go out. and hang out with my "real" you make me feel better and thats what should happen. so i thank you all so much.
this love will never die.
comments? probly not whatever
xfuckthislifex
I cut the cord I finally give in...
beyond visions of wretched smiles
and the dread that they've befriended
I have seen an end to you and I
(when did "we" begin)
and a warped sense of being that I embrace must exist
and we with whole hearts yet broken words
we dream of wisdom but I yearn only for you
you will destroy me with words that you have never spoken...
I've drawn a picture of us twisted within
yet below this world I absorb life from portraits
as long as we remain abreast of one another we will never meet each other
as long as we whisper to one another we will never fully hear each other
as long as my eyelids are weighed down by desire and one dying wish
I will never know when you appear
very big an mainly a thank you post.
+i rode today.
+computer
+lonly/bored/depressed/ugh/pissed
+went to wal-mart w/ billy
+rode my bike again/went to unh
+came home to this.
+
xedgetill i diex: whats wrong
regis was here: im leaving
regis was here: although im getting closer to you
regis was here: we should become best friends
the dover bmx site was recently updated.
www.dovernhbmx.cjb.net
people i would like to thank.
regis.
Evan.
harrison.
brigid.
beth.
kelli.
kelly.
7mellisa7.
nick b.
sara.
paul.
cassy.
jerome.
amy.
cody.
lacy.
ally.
jess(allstate)
jess(robs<3)
rob g.
dj.
aaron.
keith.
billy w.
britton.
brian.
nicole.
mike s.
alicia.
krystal.
sean limit.
tom.
heather g.
faith.
there is more. but that mainly it.
you are the ones that make my life worth living. i LOVE you all so very much and i wish you all never leave my life.
im sorry for everything stupid i have done. but i cant change anything now. if i could i would.
im so sorry to some people. but i cant do anything.
i feel like i had an amazing summer. but fucked it up.
i just feel worthless now. but when i come online or go out. and hang out with my "real" you make me feel better and thats what should happen. so i thank you all so much.
this love will never die.
comments? probly not whatever
xfuckthislifex