RE: Work
I just don't understand it. How can there be a big agreement through everyone else that I'm doing something different from everyone else when I don't even remember doing it different. How the hell am I the problem at the library? Everyone I ever talk to is all like 'i like working with you' but then the moment I'm not there I'm the one that sucks to work with? I feel so crushed right now. How can I even defend myself if I seriously don't remember doing anything? What was it cuz when I trained them I trained them to do stuff at the time its listed to do? I never told them they couldn't start closing up early. I KNOW I never fucking said that. Every time there's a meeting something that I've been doing wrong comes up and I don't remember doing any of it. In fact a lot of it I can guarantee I didn't do. I'm crushed... I'm seriously fucking crushed.