/emo
I'm doing alright I suppose, I have everything I need. Currently need to be doing more to get our business up, but besides that things are good.
I'm a little out of sorts because I'm losing any interest in WoW. I shouldn't really put the time into rolling another character, and my main is unguilded, and I can't find a guild that is recruiting mages. PvP is boring now, so there isn't a lot for me to do in game without being very bored. I guess it makes me a little emo.
More than that today I feel out of sorts because of a friend situation. Simply, evidently I have almost no friends. I hear about old HS friends getting together, and it's just akward. I guess I was more of a loner back in middle school, and that's where I belong. Just seems wierd that I had so many friends in HS, and no one really ever talks to me from there. I guess I must've been annoying, or maybe everyone talked behind my back, so when we all got out of HS none of them talked to me? I'm mostly talking about band friends, none of which read this I believe.
I'm happy with what I have as of now, and I see more success in my future. I'm excited to start my own business (with Amanda). I'm happy being with Amanda, and the life that we have together. It just feels... off right now. Not bad at all, maybe I'm not even missing anything. I just wonder where I went wrong. Perhaps it's for the best though, like I said I am happy with what I have.
I'm a little out of sorts because I'm losing any interest in WoW. I shouldn't really put the time into rolling another character, and my main is unguilded, and I can't find a guild that is recruiting mages. PvP is boring now, so there isn't a lot for me to do in game without being very bored. I guess it makes me a little emo.
More than that today I feel out of sorts because of a friend situation. Simply, evidently I have almost no friends. I hear about old HS friends getting together, and it's just akward. I guess I was more of a loner back in middle school, and that's where I belong. Just seems wierd that I had so many friends in HS, and no one really ever talks to me from there. I guess I must've been annoying, or maybe everyone talked behind my back, so when we all got out of HS none of them talked to me? I'm mostly talking about band friends, none of which read this I believe.
I'm happy with what I have as of now, and I see more success in my future. I'm excited to start my own business (with Amanda). I'm happy being with Amanda, and the life that we have together. It just feels... off right now. Not bad at all, maybe I'm not even missing anything. I just wonder where I went wrong. Perhaps it's for the best though, like I said I am happy with what I have.