Damaged Trust
Things havent been the same since her. She ruined this for us, not me, not him. Once trust is thrown into question, its difficult to see things the same way ever again. I hate her. He didnt do anything wrong, but its in the back of my head now.
I guess its all that on top of the fact that hes been very distant the last 2 days. You get used to talking to someone all day, every day, and suddenly it stops, or rather slows down to a barely passable conversation at night. That cant be a good sign.
Its only been a week and a half. Things cant go downhill this quickly...
He sent me a package last week, when things were still ok. I got it today. I started to cry. I wonder if he still feels the things he wrote then.
My crazy is scaring him away. Ive become even more paranoid and worrying. He said it is starting to get a bit overpowering. I dont know how to stop feeling this way...and i cant bring it up to him or i will seem even MORE crazy...
I just wish i could be with him, his kiss makes everything in my head stop. I need some clarity.
I guess its all that on top of the fact that hes been very distant the last 2 days. You get used to talking to someone all day, every day, and suddenly it stops, or rather slows down to a barely passable conversation at night. That cant be a good sign.
Its only been a week and a half. Things cant go downhill this quickly...
He sent me a package last week, when things were still ok. I got it today. I started to cry. I wonder if he still feels the things he wrote then.
My crazy is scaring him away. Ive become even more paranoid and worrying. He said it is starting to get a bit overpowering. I dont know how to stop feeling this way...and i cant bring it up to him or i will seem even MORE crazy...
I just wish i could be with him, his kiss makes everything in my head stop. I need some clarity.