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i felt so alienated. and it was supposedly something i could call mine.
i have a lot of great guys in my life that i call friends.
gift or curse?
someone's life may have ended tonight. the not knowing is the hardest part. i just don't want to wake up to a message telling me that it's true what we assumed.
i think i was being watched. i don't know if that's good or bad.
or maybe i was being looked through. that would make more sense.
seriously, where's my ever after?
if he really goes away for the next few i am gonna miss him so much more than he'll ever understand.
"Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that"
edit noon: it is true. i did have to wake up to that. fuuuuuck. why?! what the fuck!!!! rip.
i have a lot of great guys in my life that i call friends.
gift or curse?
someone's life may have ended tonight. the not knowing is the hardest part. i just don't want to wake up to a message telling me that it's true what we assumed.
i think i was being watched. i don't know if that's good or bad.
or maybe i was being looked through. that would make more sense.
seriously, where's my ever after?
if he really goes away for the next few i am gonna miss him so much more than he'll ever understand.
"Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that"
edit noon: it is true. i did have to wake up to that. fuuuuuck. why?! what the fuck!!!! rip.