meh
I want to write but I can't think of what.
I wanted to just cancel this journal and start a new one. But that would be dumb. What's the point? I already have all my friends on my list, it would just be a waste of time.
I'm anxious about starting school again. I want to look up my books so I can buy them off amazon early so I won't have to worry about them when I start. but I don't know if the books are listed online or anything.
I'm still not fully moved out of my apartment. There is a lot of stuff I still need to move and the lease is up on the 1st. Sucks that I don't have a car and need to rely on my boyfriend or a friend to help me out. I also have to paint my red and purple walls white. and also help Kate paint her room and the kitchen.
I'm going to miss kate. I have a feeling we might not be that close ever again. With Emily too. It makes me sad because I feel like I have no friends. other than my brother and my boyfriend. I have some friends, but I hardly ever get to see them and we aren't as close as we used to be. I would LOVE to get closer to them. I'm just not so good at that kind of stuff. its sort of like.. if we weren't close before, we won't ever be. But I need friends so bad.
I like having time off, but sometimes when I don't have much to do, I start feeling really anxious. In my room at my parents house, that room has had a huge history of not so great and healthy behaviours. I hope I won't be living here too long, as it tends to bring out the worst in me. it is a bit of a relief to be home though. and not have to worry constantly about money and food and stuff.
anyway. that was my entry. I figured I'd update while I was hyper.
I wanted to just cancel this journal and start a new one. But that would be dumb. What's the point? I already have all my friends on my list, it would just be a waste of time.
I'm anxious about starting school again. I want to look up my books so I can buy them off amazon early so I won't have to worry about them when I start. but I don't know if the books are listed online or anything.
I'm still not fully moved out of my apartment. There is a lot of stuff I still need to move and the lease is up on the 1st. Sucks that I don't have a car and need to rely on my boyfriend or a friend to help me out. I also have to paint my red and purple walls white. and also help Kate paint her room and the kitchen.
I'm going to miss kate. I have a feeling we might not be that close ever again. With Emily too. It makes me sad because I feel like I have no friends. other than my brother and my boyfriend. I have some friends, but I hardly ever get to see them and we aren't as close as we used to be. I would LOVE to get closer to them. I'm just not so good at that kind of stuff. its sort of like.. if we weren't close before, we won't ever be. But I need friends so bad.
I like having time off, but sometimes when I don't have much to do, I start feeling really anxious. In my room at my parents house, that room has had a huge history of not so great and healthy behaviours. I hope I won't be living here too long, as it tends to bring out the worst in me. it is a bit of a relief to be home though. and not have to worry constantly about money and food and stuff.
anyway. that was my entry. I figured I'd update while I was hyper.