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wow... i havent updated in a long time. A lot has changed. I have changed. I've grown up a lot. Tomorrow is my last stressful event... My AP Physics test. suprisingly i am not worried.. even though the chances of me passing are very slim. I am very scared about the future.. and im worried that i might miss small parts of highschool. I feel like i wont regret anything.. but im afraid of some of the changes that involve being far from home. I understand that i am finally coming into my own, but im afraid that i might lose some things... David and i are doing positively fabulous. He makes everyday completely incredible. He is living proof that there are some of them left. A guy that is a gentlemen, sweet, and a lot of fun. Sometimes you think that as the relationship progresses that passion is lost. I love him more and more with each passing moment. We work so great together. Im kinda excited about china. for a while i was worried that things might not be so great cause of a small falling out. But i am very happy to declare that we are doing very well. Im glad that its going to be fun. This summer... im afraid is going to be lame. minus the fact that it will be the last time that i get to hand out with most of my friends. But im going to be working everyday.. and i am way less than excited. id rather spend everyday in his arms.. i afraid to move forward from highschool. what if i dont make it..