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it's weird to read old livejournal entries. i feel like every single time i go back and read them, im better off where i am now. so i guess my life has been getting progressively better since creating a livejournal, even though alot of them from 2 summers ago seemed decent. it's weird to see how lost and alone i felt, mostly because of a few people. it's crazy how one person can make or break you without you even realizing it. looking back, im glad how everything worked out. even the timing is perfect. i think i still had a tiny ounce of feelings for him back then, probably just because that's what i was used to. being with anyone else would've been unfair. everything is great now. im truly happy, which is all i remember asking for. but its not just because of a relationship. my group of friends is slowly shaping into the people i like to be with most. and we're all becoming closer. wendy's is a chapter to close. i finally have a real job. two years ago you could've told me this and i wouldn't have been as happy thinking about it all as i am now. even one year ago i still would've been skeptical. i must be doing something right. lately i feel like the whole world is on my side; it's very rewarding. kharma, i hope? not just random luck? now i just have to figure out what i want to do with the rest of my life.
grandpa's coming in today :]
grandpa's coming in today :]