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I really haven’t been on the computer for a long time. I haven’t updated my journal in a while. Which I should. It helps to pass time.
Okay, so. What’s new.
School-
I have mother fucking Russian as a class now. Russian is really hard. Especially since Mr. K makes us right every single world in cursive. Apparently, all Russians write in cursive. Those poor people. Literally.
I still don’t understand why they would give me English two when I had just taken it, and passed both terms with an A, last semester. Glitch maybe? No. Pine Ridge is just dumb. They forgot to give all of the students our report cards first block, so they made us go to mentoring one day. Oh. And the cat. A cat, a really cute, fat cat, ran up one of the schools palm trees, and it has been there for two days now. GET FUCKING ANIMAL CONTROL OR THE FIRE DEPARTMENT, AND GET THE LITTLE SHIT DOWN! WHY LEAVE IT THERE TO FREEZE AND STARVE WHILE EVERY STUDENT AT PINE RIDGE GLARES AT IT? I guess if it got up there, it must have had some way of getting itself down. I hope it did. If it is still there Monday, I will kick me some ass.
Other than that, my grades are pretty good.
I’m joining flag football as well. How amazing is that? I think it’s amazing. The only thing is that Randi can’t join due to her grade point average from last semester. Gay. Pure shit.
Work-
Not as many hours, but I’m just happy to be still working there. I love my job.
Boyfriend-
Oh boy. Okay. So, I want to have intercourse with him. Yeah, gross, I know. J Anyways, I want him and me to get tested before we do anything over the edge, ya know? Well, I had the chance to get it done, but he couldn’t since he doesn’t have a fucking I.D. So, in two weeks I will be on Birth control and I will know my results. But, my mom found out, and it was a fiasco. I was crying, my eyes hurt, I felt horrible. You know the ordeal. My mom thinks I am too young, but I have actually sat down and said to myself…what are you going to do if this happens and so forth. I know a lot about STD’s and I’m a safety gal. So baby, lets condom it up. But, I mean. Being smart in one subject isn’t all you need. You need to feel responsible and you shouldn’t let anyone pressure you into doing something you don’t want to, right? Well, I feel like I am. Maybe it was my past relationships, or shit. I don’t know. I honestly feel like I am capable of taking the next step in my relationship. I guess I feel sort of grown up…And then I think at times that I am putting to much thought into this whole thing. It’s just sex, but sex is a big, big step. My mom says, well after you have sex, what will you have left to do in life? I say, the choices are endless. Sex isn’t everything in a relationship. There is a huge world out there, and I intend on seeing as much of it as I can. With my handy dandy three hundred mother fucking amazing camera my parents bought me. I needed it for a class anyways, so, woo hoo! But the point is, that I got into a huge fight with my parents about this. I really don’t want to put in all of the little, annoying details.
I guess that’s all I’ve got to say. I’m o-mega tired. Peaceeee…
Okay, so. What’s new.
School-
I have mother fucking Russian as a class now. Russian is really hard. Especially since Mr. K makes us right every single world in cursive. Apparently, all Russians write in cursive. Those poor people. Literally.
I still don’t understand why they would give me English two when I had just taken it, and passed both terms with an A, last semester. Glitch maybe? No. Pine Ridge is just dumb. They forgot to give all of the students our report cards first block, so they made us go to mentoring one day. Oh. And the cat. A cat, a really cute, fat cat, ran up one of the schools palm trees, and it has been there for two days now. GET FUCKING ANIMAL CONTROL OR THE FIRE DEPARTMENT, AND GET THE LITTLE SHIT DOWN! WHY LEAVE IT THERE TO FREEZE AND STARVE WHILE EVERY STUDENT AT PINE RIDGE GLARES AT IT? I guess if it got up there, it must have had some way of getting itself down. I hope it did. If it is still there Monday, I will kick me some ass.
Other than that, my grades are pretty good.
I’m joining flag football as well. How amazing is that? I think it’s amazing. The only thing is that Randi can’t join due to her grade point average from last semester. Gay. Pure shit.
Work-
Not as many hours, but I’m just happy to be still working there. I love my job.
Boyfriend-
Oh boy. Okay. So, I want to have intercourse with him. Yeah, gross, I know. J Anyways, I want him and me to get tested before we do anything over the edge, ya know? Well, I had the chance to get it done, but he couldn’t since he doesn’t have a fucking I.D. So, in two weeks I will be on Birth control and I will know my results. But, my mom found out, and it was a fiasco. I was crying, my eyes hurt, I felt horrible. You know the ordeal. My mom thinks I am too young, but I have actually sat down and said to myself…what are you going to do if this happens and so forth. I know a lot about STD’s and I’m a safety gal. So baby, lets condom it up. But, I mean. Being smart in one subject isn’t all you need. You need to feel responsible and you shouldn’t let anyone pressure you into doing something you don’t want to, right? Well, I feel like I am. Maybe it was my past relationships, or shit. I don’t know. I honestly feel like I am capable of taking the next step in my relationship. I guess I feel sort of grown up…And then I think at times that I am putting to much thought into this whole thing. It’s just sex, but sex is a big, big step. My mom says, well after you have sex, what will you have left to do in life? I say, the choices are endless. Sex isn’t everything in a relationship. There is a huge world out there, and I intend on seeing as much of it as I can. With my handy dandy three hundred mother fucking amazing camera my parents bought me. I needed it for a class anyways, so, woo hoo! But the point is, that I got into a huge fight with my parents about this. I really don’t want to put in all of the little, annoying details.
I guess that’s all I’ve got to say. I’m o-mega tired. Peaceeee…