Home at last
So, a rather surprising piece of news came to me today.
I'm moving.
Sue rang me after work, turns out the boiler won't get fixed until January earliest so our landlord said he would release us from the contract if we can find somewhere.
Rent is paid up till Christmas day, so, what will happen between now and next wednesday I have no idea, might be that I'm moved by then.
I'm so tired in so many ways of recent, feels like theres no end to it, I get home at mid day and fall asleep, is quite pathetic really.
I think my new years resolutions will have to be a new job and finding energy!
But Dad and I were chatting tonight about how much I've moved around since leaving Braintree last summer.
I've had plenty of places to settle into, but never really have.
I know some of that is down to the fact I'm in Brighton with David a lot, so I'm happy there, but, if he and I hadn't got together, I don't think it would've made much difference, I don't think I'd feel anymore settled here, and I most definitely wouldn't be any happier.
At the end of the day, in my heart of hearts, I know that house in Braintree was my home, and to me I think it always will be. Its good to remember everything that was there.
Still, get through the next year and hopefully by the end of it I'll be in a much better position, in all aspects of life.
I'm moving.
Sue rang me after work, turns out the boiler won't get fixed until January earliest so our landlord said he would release us from the contract if we can find somewhere.
Rent is paid up till Christmas day, so, what will happen between now and next wednesday I have no idea, might be that I'm moved by then.
I'm so tired in so many ways of recent, feels like theres no end to it, I get home at mid day and fall asleep, is quite pathetic really.
I think my new years resolutions will have to be a new job and finding energy!
But Dad and I were chatting tonight about how much I've moved around since leaving Braintree last summer.
I've had plenty of places to settle into, but never really have.
I know some of that is down to the fact I'm in Brighton with David a lot, so I'm happy there, but, if he and I hadn't got together, I don't think it would've made much difference, I don't think I'd feel anymore settled here, and I most definitely wouldn't be any happier.
At the end of the day, in my heart of hearts, I know that house in Braintree was my home, and to me I think it always will be. Its good to remember everything that was there.
Still, get through the next year and hopefully by the end of it I'll be in a much better position, in all aspects of life.