i havent got it all figured out just yet

[xdanielle31x]

yesterday/today was serioulsy so lame. i hate rumors. now im wondering if what i heard was true or not. i wish i wasnt so irrational. i dunno maybe its for the best? i didnt want it to end this way, but most of all i didnt want it to end.

chris- i am so sorry, you were right, i love you so much and i dont want to lose you as my friend. you mean so much to me. even if we arent together i want to be your friend. we have been thru so much, i cant lose you right now. thinking that i lost you is serioulsy killing me