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I'm sitting here just blank. I don't know what to think or feel. I'm sad on the inside and I just want to give up. My life isn't horrible its ok. I've over came so many obsticals in my life and there just seems like there is so much more i have to get through before i reach it. and i don't know what it is...
This medicine controls my mood. And that it has ... i'm not up and down like i was i'm not happy...then histerically sad the next minute. Yet i'm sitting here and i'm just blank just sad. I still don't really know why. It seems like an endless cycle for me because one of my biggest unhappiness is my body...and the sadder i get the more depressed i get and the less i care the less i want to work out and eat healthy.. it's a big problem for me. and thats just one of them.
This medicine controls my mood. And that it has ... i'm not up and down like i was i'm not happy...then histerically sad the next minute. Yet i'm sitting here and i'm just blank just sad. I still don't really know why. It seems like an endless cycle for me because one of my biggest unhappiness is my body...and the sadder i get the more depressed i get and the less i care the less i want to work out and eat healthy.. it's a big problem for me. and thats just one of them.