I havent made a post in eons
But it's the last day of summer so I guess I will. This has been a very good summer; camping, tegan and sara concert, roap trips, aunts, aquariums, sun fish, birthdays, conventions, movies, bingo and lots of swimming have made it probably the best. And for once I am actually ready, and dare I say a little excited to go to school. I'm sad that I'm going to Grossmont, but only I guess because my parents have made me feel that way. I'm very happy that I will have friends in my classes, and that I will have classes that actually interest me. Hopefully I'll be able to find something that I enjoy doing, that is still worthwhile. I want do something with movies, but I have a feeling that that might be just a silly choice, with no basis and no real future, and I feel that way for pretty much everything like graphic design ans whatnot. It's like "well EVERYBODY wants to be a graphic designer..." so I don't know.
I remember the days when I was so excited because I knew exactly what I wanted to do, I wanted to work for NASA. And I believed everyone when they said you can be anything you want! But that just isn't true, some people just don't have what it takes, and that's depressing. I just need to find my niche i guess.
Depressing future aside, We should all do something together. Everyone! With Bree getting engaged, and people planning to move far away for college its becoming more and more clear that we aren't kids anymore and that is only going to get harder for us to do stuff down the road. So we need like a big movie party, rock band, bowling bingo cake swimming extravaganza, whatever we want to doooo. But hopefully sooner rather than laterrr