ugh bad night

[xdancinfoolx]

ok so last night i went to luis's award ceremony he looked sooo cute....we r just friends now but i still love him he's such a good friend i could never hurt him....anyway i went to the ceremony wit my mom n then after that paul took me to my dads house so then i call my mom n im like hi what cha doin n shes like oh think of luis so im like ok well ill ttyl bye then she texts me n is like so ur gonna be there (my dads) til monday wow ur really gonna be corrupted this time im like what r u talkin about i dont see how im corrupted like i dont do anything shes like oh u dont call me n as soon as u started goin there u stopped likin luis ur on the comp n phone all hours of the night talkin to god knows who (she doesnt know anything mind u) so im like that has nothin to do with me breakin up with luis then shes like i think this is ur last week doin volunteer work too n im like y shes like u dont need it for a community college (n she knows im not goin to a community college) im like mom i wanna go to pc not a communtity college n i have better chances with volunteer work n shes like well whatever just tell them this is ur last week so im like w/e im so pissed i cant even take it then shes like n u wanna get ur dad something for his birthday but he doesnt give u money to get me anything n im just like w/e shes like he hasnt been there n u wanna get him something i felt like sayin well he's still my father n i still love him no matter what but i just keep shut cus i dont feel like arguin n gettin yelled at more shes like u change when u go there u dont even call me im like huh? like thats such a rediculous reason to be mad i dont change i dont do ANYTHING wrong i stay in my room allllllll day everyday she comes n sees me 2 times a day its all about brianna n her fuckin baby n im sick of it she only cares for herself n brrianna i dont do shit to deserve what im gettin i cant deal with it anymore i just wanna get out i was ballin my eyes out cus like i cant deal with it anymore all brianna does is cause fights between me n my mom n my stepdad n my mom n my stepmom n my mom its retarded brianna is the cause of all the drama but i get all the shit for it n brianna started yet ANOTHER fight between my mom n paul like PAUL bought brianna a car n HE pays for gas n she lets her bf use the car n then asks paul for money for gas n i guess paul got sick of it n so he sed something to mom n now shes fightin with him which is wrong cus he bought the car for her she drives it all around so she should be payin for fuckin gas so now paul is at a hotel n brianna is kissin more ass than ever! im sick of the bullshit n last night i balled my eyes out n told katie alllll about it i love my katie she kept me strong........i woke up with swollen eyes from cryin i got ready for volunteer work n guess who is kissin my ass.....MY MOM now shes bein all nice like fuck her ugh its sickening like y would she wanna treat me the way she does idk what i do to deserve the life im living.....i cant handle it n im about to crack n go off.....n when i do watch out cus im gonna go fuckin crazy

why would my mom wanna teat me like this?......

im so depressed....ugh....

what a life

Angel......