it's the hard knock life...

[xdanceordiex]

i didn't know it was possible for everything to go from being so perfect to so terribke...

me and michael broke up.
technically we are broken up, but we are "still together".
we are still in love with each other, and aren't going to be with anyone else...
we just broke up, and right now we are taking time to think.
he is having all these doubts.
not about his feelings for me, just where the relationship is going.
last week was like a dream.
and this week was like a horrible hell.
we couldn't stop fighting night after night, and it finally came...
that moment when you know that things are unfixable,
at least for the time being...
there was a "bad feeling" in the air,
the one that you can't get rid of.
and it overcame his every loving feeling towards me,
and he couldn't think of a better thing to do than end things.
at least until he can figure things out.
he just didn't want to continue things, if it was only going to make the situation worse.
i don't blame him though...
we will just see how things go from here.
i have just never missed someone so very much.