sorry i felt so sorry...

[xdanceordiex]

has anyone ever said they were sorry for something they did or said, over and over again, and meant it, but eventually decided they really didn't feel so sorry, because the apology never seemed to be good enough for the person they were saying sorry to?

that is how i feel right now, and it makes me sick.
i don't deserve this crap...
so what if i talked to allison about our problems?
that was my decision, regardless of our business.
although it was wrong, get over it!
crap happens, people make mistakes.
i don't feel sorry for what i did anymore.
i stopped feeling sorry around the fiftieth apology.
maybe he needs to realize how big of a mistake he is making by continuing this drama,
because if he doesn't end it soon, our relationship will.
if you love someone, you don't pick and choose when you are going to love them,
because you are mad about something they did.
especially when it was something so stupid to even get mad about.
grow up, or go home michael.
recognize that.