Jan 25, 2007 13:36
-- List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will.
-- Don't say who they are.
-- Feel free to comment, but i'm not confirming or answering anything.
1. You were my first real best friend. I love you more than you think. I know you will go far with everything you do. You may dislike me for reasons, and you're allowed to, but I hope things from the past stay in the past.
2. I love and miss you so much. I feel like I let you down, and I'll probably never get over that. When I talk about you I feel so much guilt, my mom says things will get better with time, but I dont think I'll ever get over the fact that you are gone forever.
3. I hope we stay friends for a really long time. You're the funniest person I think I've ever met. You kinda make me want to pee my pants when I'm around you. I know I can talk to you about anything, and you listen and give me good advise. You were mean when you were little, but I still love you.
4. Sometimes I think you think I'm lying when I say I love you. But if you really knew. I think about you every chance I get. Wonder how you're doing, if you're happy, if you think about me as much as I do you. I fall in love with you more everyday.
5. You are peobably one of the meanest people I know. I love you because I have to, but liking you is a tough subject. I dont know if you really hate me because of the things you say to me, or if you are just mad all the time. I try to stay out of your way when i see you, I'd rather not have a conversation with you because you usually make me cry.
6. I wish I knew you better. You're really funny, and I think I could learn a lot from you. You're only 3 houses down the road but I never see you. I'm so scared I'll lose you before I get to tell you I love you. I feel like she keeps you from my parents and me. Maybe I'm just selfish.
7. I hope I make you proud. Even though you've told me before that you are proud of me, I dont feel like I have.
8. It took me a while to like you. For a long time I thought you were just some slut from Port Huron who was going to make my brothers life hell. I finally got to know you and you are nothing like I thought. I'm gald you can call me family.
9. You're probably my favorite family member. Sometimes I dont think you like me, maybe because I grew up and never see you anymore. I kind of feel like I'm letting you down, I always told you I'd do this and that and become something. I love you, and seeing you happy makes me happy.
10. What happend to you? I've heard so many things about what you used to be like. What made you stop? I dont understand you at all. One day you say you dont want me around, the next you're asking me why I'm leaving. Do you have a problem? I think you do. If I end up with you as a part of my family, I'll do everything in my power to keep the ones I love away from you. All you do is hurt those who are innocent and you'll do anything for the ones that should be put away for life.