Ahhhhhh *rips out hair*
I'm just taking a study break because I've done so much reading of textbooks in the last three days I am ready to go insane and rip out my hair!!! I am so restless right now, have the biggest headache, and simply do NOT want to do any more reading of Philosophy OR Sociology!!! But I don't really have a choice if I want to do well on these midterms. Nope. Ahhh... someone kill me.. now. Sitting alone in one room for three days reading boring crap is enough to make a person quite depressed... yes indeed. *sigh* I'll be so glad when these are over... sooooo glad...
And all this stuff keeps running through my head... Curtis, my old job, my parents, high school, my past, my future, Uvic, not getting into Uvic, being alone for the rest of my life, never meeting the right guy...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
I could take every fucking game you play, blow it all away, would you even care...
I used to listen to this song repeatedly while driving to work so now it reminds me of work and the time of Curtis and why the fuck am I listening to this song???? I LOVE Cold but they remind me of *him* and *them* =( I don't want to be reminded. I want it out of my head. I want out.
*screams*
*points gun at head*
Suffocate, you suffocate, but you lie, and you're fake, you always take what you can...