im so sick!
i swear to god shit just gets worst and worst i dont no if its me or if its just like everything else... like ever since the hurricane me and ricky cant see eachother much at all and we barely talk soo im sad bc of that.. and also since my nannys sick its like my mom hates me .. she doesnt wanna talk to me because all she wants to do is like lick my nannys ass.. its like she hates me .. me andm y mom use to be friends and its like i cant even talk to her n e more .. its like when i wanna talk to her about treating me bad shes like ur just jealous of me and ur nanny and its like wtf N OOO! i just wanna be treated like a fuckin humman .. im soo sick of my life right now i wish there was an easy way out.. i wish ricky would take me on a vacation even if it was like for one full day just relaxing me and him. no one else.. somewhere where i could feel like i could breath and be my self! its like i think i deserve that!! its like i haven o friends to talk to.. no one around itsl ike IM ALONE! alone in this shitty ass world..