Its that time of year again...
I've been recounting the ways I am lucky lately, because I really am. Looking back a few new years past-
2001- I was just smack dab in the middle of my Culver's drama. Had a heartless roomate that wanted to kick me out, even though I had no place else to go. Luckily, she got the fuck out instead (and almost stole my other roomates microwave and toaster). The only good thing I can remember from this time is that I looked fantastic, but felt awful inside. The reason I say looked fantastic was because of the med and diet change, I was about 150 pounds or less and was a size 12. Not the best by typical standards but the best I've ever been.
2002- Unemployed, broke ass, broken. I remember I did have a really good night though, because it was the first one I spent with Jenny, Mason and Shaun. We went to Vices, which was a former biker bar and now is the place where we do karaoke. Go 50 cent tappers!
2003- Jenny and Mason had a party. I played bartender, it was fun. Not a happy year overall, because this is when I went off my medication, I was working at the vet clinic. God I hated that job. Cleaning up animal filth, assisting Dr. Bremer "Kavorkian" Asshole while he tortured another innocent animal. Barium treatments for everyone!
So.....I'm not lonely anymore, because I have Adam. I don't feel like something is missing, because I have Adam. Its this strange sense of calm now that he's in my life. I don't get as pissed off about everything, because I know he'll be around to make me feel better. Just being with him makes me feel better, its not about what he does or can do for me.
My job situation has definetly improved, as it seems I will be giving this whole hospitality gig a try.
Overall........not bad. =)
btw...I get to see Adam next weekend! How awesome! xo d
2001- I was just smack dab in the middle of my Culver's drama. Had a heartless roomate that wanted to kick me out, even though I had no place else to go. Luckily, she got the fuck out instead (and almost stole my other roomates microwave and toaster). The only good thing I can remember from this time is that I looked fantastic, but felt awful inside. The reason I say looked fantastic was because of the med and diet change, I was about 150 pounds or less and was a size 12. Not the best by typical standards but the best I've ever been.
2002- Unemployed, broke ass, broken. I remember I did have a really good night though, because it was the first one I spent with Jenny, Mason and Shaun. We went to Vices, which was a former biker bar and now is the place where we do karaoke. Go 50 cent tappers!
2003- Jenny and Mason had a party. I played bartender, it was fun. Not a happy year overall, because this is when I went off my medication, I was working at the vet clinic. God I hated that job. Cleaning up animal filth, assisting Dr. Bremer "Kavorkian" Asshole while he tortured another innocent animal. Barium treatments for everyone!
So.....I'm not lonely anymore, because I have Adam. I don't feel like something is missing, because I have Adam. Its this strange sense of calm now that he's in my life. I don't get as pissed off about everything, because I know he'll be around to make me feel better. Just being with him makes me feel better, its not about what he does or can do for me.
My job situation has definetly improved, as it seems I will be giving this whole hospitality gig a try.
Overall........not bad. =)
btw...I get to see Adam next weekend! How awesome! xo d