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I can hardly remember this morning.
It feels like it was a decade ago.
Everything is a dream.
And I'm writing it down so that I know that this is real.
So that at least I have something that is grounded.
My body's on autopilot and my mind won't turn back on.
Nothing is real anymore.
I feel like I'm slipping into madness.
And I won't be able to handle myself.
And it's fucking terrifying.
It feels like it was a decade ago.
Everything is a dream.
And I'm writing it down so that I know that this is real.
So that at least I have something that is grounded.
My body's on autopilot and my mind won't turn back on.
Nothing is real anymore.
I feel like I'm slipping into madness.
And I won't be able to handle myself.
And it's fucking terrifying.