Jul 20, 2006 10:37
so its been for ever sense i wrote in here.....so only 40 days untill i move in to me dorm! and right now i couldnt be more ready to get away....im so excited to meet new ppl and branch out i need to soooo bad i just need to be me!
well my grad party is in 2 days and ugh its stressful
my mother hates me... nothing really new! i need to get out!
im slipping away and i really dont want to but i cant find myslef to stop it.....
my friends rock! i miss them every time im not with them.. :/
im so confused about alot of things but i cant talk to anyone about b/c i really cant explain it..sucky!
i just wanna be wanted and loved! its getting .....its just getting u know~
im really sick right now idk whats wroung my nose wont stop bleeding and i keep spiting up blood....its sucks .....ALOT!
well im done for now....
**i wish i could tell you** :/