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heyy ok i havent written here in a long time. so ill update you all on my life. well i met a new guy. his name's ilia. we went out for a while and then broke up cause his ex gf, rachel (fucking WHORE), went all suicidal blah fucking blah. soo we've been not going out since then (that was about two months ago.. maybe?) but we still like each other... i still like him & i think he likes me. i dunno things have been reallly different though. like honestly, i dont even remember the last time he said i love you. and he used to say it all the times. things are really fucked. and im fucked too. because i kinda like his best friend.. mikey. yeahh i talk about him alot. i never stopped liking him. and i still do. so its messsed. i dunno what to do! but yeah im just reallly confused about ilia. it really sucks cause he's such a nice guy and i really like him. and also him & rachel go to the same school and i dont go to their school and if she likes him still, what do you think she's gonna do if theyre at school and im not there. ughhhh it makes me mad just thinking about it. shes such a little fucking slut. ahhhhhhhhhh. okay well im really bored. and i think im just gonna go. ill talk to you all later. ps. im on a diet cause ive become a fatty. love you all. xoxox