read this.its true.im gonna try it
.mandie wrote this.im really gonna try to do this but it will be hard cuz i really love someone but he doesnt even notice me...
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ive been thinking hardcore ever since what happened today.
i realized, that im fucking sick of boyfriends and liking people.
they cause so many problems and someone always gets hurt.
like fuck
im sick of hurting people, and im sick of getting hurt.
its to much stress and theres always somethting that isnt working quite right.
i just wanna be friends with guys and not end up liking them.
thats hard but im gunna fucking try it.
cuz honestly.
going out with people just isnt working for me.
im gunna fuck off with that for a while.
it just causes problems in so many ways.
and besides. im in fucking high school these are the best years ever and i dont wanna be tied down to someone the whole time.
like its nice knowing you have someone all the time. and i love the moments you have
i love first everythings.
but its just not working for me because i suck at relationships.
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all of that is so true.
you waste your time thinking about guys and all they do is fucking hurt you.
the other day, i was thinking about when i was young. it was so great because i didnt have to worry about guys or about love and you could just live and have a happy life. i hate it now.