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Ive had a really emotional few days and I know I made it that for myself. Its like everytime Im on the wonderful woman time..I always have people I want to hate. Alex always becomes my worst enemy because he deides to annoy me because he thinks its funny when I get mad. Which just makes me go off more. This time it was someone else to and I am experiencing it right now for some really wierd reason..and I dont even know why. I feel helpless and confined. I think Im just sensitive today. I take everything to heart. I want to cry and I have no reason to at all.
I got a referral for the first time today ever. Its fucking stupid. I have 1 hour detention because I was late for lunch by like seconds...and like 10 other people did too. I hate Authorty figures. My moudideer or what fucking ever should know he isn't a realy cop but just a stupid fake-o.
He doesn't have a real job all he does is try to make going to school harder than it really is. I think maybe I just cant stand rules...like for example...I think it shouldn't be illegal to walk around anywhere naked. Im not saying I would do it..but I mean we were born naked...why not be naked all the time..ok now Im talking non sense...I dont think I would want people seeing me naked and there are lots of people Id prefer not see..so nevermind all of that.
I just wish I could know what it is that Im so mad at right now...I just want to scream at the top of my lungs but I can't. Have you ever felt trapped inside yourself..not like Im really a man trapped in a womans body sort of thing but...more like I cant be happy and I am forced to walk around like this sleepless zombie that bites peoples head off when they get on my nerves a little..I dont think anyone will read this nor comment....Alison always says its probably because my entries are confusing and Im sure they are because Im confusing and I dont really know who I am. I wish I was a APATOSAURUS...thats a dinosaur thatwas the largest land animal to ever exist. Crazy right...if you actually read all of this then you probably really like me..but then again I doubt anyone will because I can even make sense of all of this BULLSHIT. Its like I cant stop typing. Im not typing angry words but yet it makes me feel better just simply poundin on this keyboard getting nothing out. Maybe its a stress reliever I dont know.
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
fuck
fuck
fuck
GOD DAMN
GOD DAMN
GOD DAMN
I am so sick of being sick.
I am so tired of being tired.
I am so sorry that I am so sorry
I am so jealous of being jealous
I am so hungry for food.
which doesn't fit in the sequence.
I feel really dumb and I miss someone..I have to write a huge poem for english. I dont know what Im going to write about.
I think I am going to quit now.
love
love
you
and
your
ass
and
your
chapstick,
Britanie
I got a referral for the first time today ever. Its fucking stupid. I have 1 hour detention because I was late for lunch by like seconds...and like 10 other people did too. I hate Authorty figures. My moudideer or what fucking ever should know he isn't a realy cop but just a stupid fake-o.
He doesn't have a real job all he does is try to make going to school harder than it really is. I think maybe I just cant stand rules...like for example...I think it shouldn't be illegal to walk around anywhere naked. Im not saying I would do it..but I mean we were born naked...why not be naked all the time..ok now Im talking non sense...I dont think I would want people seeing me naked and there are lots of people Id prefer not see..so nevermind all of that.
I just wish I could know what it is that Im so mad at right now...I just want to scream at the top of my lungs but I can't. Have you ever felt trapped inside yourself..not like Im really a man trapped in a womans body sort of thing but...more like I cant be happy and I am forced to walk around like this sleepless zombie that bites peoples head off when they get on my nerves a little..I dont think anyone will read this nor comment....Alison always says its probably because my entries are confusing and Im sure they are because Im confusing and I dont really know who I am. I wish I was a APATOSAURUS...thats a dinosaur thatwas the largest land animal to ever exist. Crazy right...if you actually read all of this then you probably really like me..but then again I doubt anyone will because I can even make sense of all of this BULLSHIT. Its like I cant stop typing. Im not typing angry words but yet it makes me feel better just simply poundin on this keyboard getting nothing out. Maybe its a stress reliever I dont know.
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
fuck
fuck
fuck
GOD DAMN
GOD DAMN
GOD DAMN
I am so sick of being sick.
I am so tired of being tired.
I am so sorry that I am so sorry
I am so jealous of being jealous
I am so hungry for food.
which doesn't fit in the sequence.
I feel really dumb and I miss someone..I have to write a huge poem for english. I dont know what Im going to write about.
I think I am going to quit now.
love
love
you
and
your
ass
and
your
chapstick,
Britanie