really couldnt get any more upset right now

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so chelsea broke up with me. lame.

im typing this as i read the letter i just got in the mail from her and how its about how she loves me and a bunch of other stuff. or should i say bs.

glad i went a bought xmas gifts for her.

glad i went and spent a shit load of money on a new cell phone just so she could call me at night and i could talk to her. oh wait let me think about this one. no im not happy about that.

glad that she just wants to go out and get drunk and smoke everyday of her life and make out with other boys. actually no im not happy about that one either.

dont ask me why i decided to go cry about this to El Gay but whatev. fuck off.

obviously the solution to this problem was to go and hang out last night. pack a bowl. watch horror movie. come home at 5am and fall asleep.

i had to wake up really early to wait for the windshield guy who doesnt know when he is going to be here and is in a pissy mood anyways. im sooo fucking tired right now.

i dont even know anymore

glad i have friends making me feel better. serious about that one. hearts

keep me posted, i'll keep you posted.

ps makes me sick ps as in postal service