this is kinda dark but whatever

[xcutterchild]

i'm crying on the inside but all you see is a smile,
i find it amazing how alone i can feel while i'm in a croud,
i need someone to watch over me, to hold on to me while,
i wait for the day when my thoughts won't be screaming so loud,

to hold me while i shake without warning,
as i crash to the floor with no place to go
as i lash out at anyone whos morning
like me, how do i escape this low.

now waiting for the day that the world will be happy,
maybe i need help since that knife looks so easy,
i hate all those people in love their so sappy,
i sick of people telling me i look slezzy.

one day it all will end
and all those people will regret,
all the pain they caused me, as i send,
my heart out to the one who will never forget.

the day his love was taken from him,
because of the ones whos insults she let in,
for all those who thought it was a sin,
to hear these things and love him as they spin.

their out of control,
they'd said to their parents,
its all her and the voices, one day she'll be on parrol,
for all the things she done wrong but for now its over now thats apparent.