(no subject)
tears of the heart are what i bleed
that until the day i find myself i can't trust nebody
everyone is out to get me everyone just doesn't understand
that the things i do i do not to hurt you but to relieve my stress
sorrow and weakness to the point there is no return
that i should just go to hell and burn
for the things i have done and know i can never take back
yet just know that with all of this said i never ment to hurt you
i know now you love me and just want to help
but i have done you wrong and never stood right by your side
like i had promised the day we were to be wed
now i am on the verge of death that i am only hurting myself and
those surounding me, though i choose to believe i have
lived my life accordingly and have chosen the right path yet
everyone knows i haven't so there for this is my first and last
goodbye....
i like this poem is goes with my cousin but it's sad!!
and will SOMEONE SHOW ME HOW TO GET A BACK GROUND FOR MY LJ AND A PIC CUZ IF I DO IT MYSELF IM BOUND TO DELETE SOMETHING!!
(ONLY 4 WEEKS UNTIL I LEAVE TO WASHINGTON) well 5 if you count the first week in march